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Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Peek and see


Here is another peek at our school week! Allowing others to look into our day brings quite a bit of vulnerability to any mama who teaches their children at home.  Many people have strong opinions on how and where children receive an education. I tend to want to tuck my head and do as the Lord is leading our family with confidence and not engage in conversations that would attempt to deter my thoughts and heart with what we know is right for each of our children. I am surprised each and every week I receive phone calls, facebook messages, emails and face to face questions about how we approach school. We always said we would make an individual decision for each of our children with how we approach their education ever since Breanna, our oldest, was a baby. We said if we felt it was best to homeschool we would be willing but I really didn't think it would ever happen. But it did. Various and different reasons each for Maddy and Logan led us to keep them home for the past year and a half (perhaps another post for another day).  We started homeschooling Maddy mid year during 6th grade and Logan started his 5th grade year. Breanna graduated from public school and Olivia attends a public school. I am not anti-public school nor wish to participate in conversations that declare an overall statement that everyone should homeschool or conversations on the other side of the pendulum that no one should homeschool. Sweeping statements of only one way to approach kids that are uniquely different cause me to cringe. We will continue to seek the Lord and be willing to do what we think is best for each of our children. 

So here is a peek behind the scenes.
Madelyn creates her own projects and she will work on them during the day in between her scheduled studies (History, Science, Spelling, Literature, Civics, Grammar, Handwriting, Math, Health & more!) She enjoys learning, is passionate, innovative and has many dreams and ideas. She likes to create PowerPoint presentations as an avenue to teach others what she is learning. We have sat through various presentations over the past few years and we have learned so much in the process. She is currently working on a PowerPoint about GMO's. (Genetically Modified Organism's)

I love the picture of Maddy above, the way it captures her focus, determination and a little of her personality. Logan shot that photo. He has a growing interest in photography, videography and journalism. He recently set up his own YouTube Channel.  We were reluctant to allow him to have this avenue but I am thankful we did because it has fueled his interest and creativity.  You can check out his Channel here



Logan spotted a new bird at the feeder this week so he ran outside to capture a picture. As many of you know they participate in the Cornell Lab of Ornithology. Click here for the link (for kids and adults). All kids are different right? I decided at the beginning of the year I wanted this to be a consistent activity that they participated in during the week. Not all kids show an interest in what you might get excited about...at first. It's a challenge that keeps me intrigued and studying how each of our children learn. Madelyn will sit by the window and wait for the birds to come to the feeder . She will study the bird with a large bird poster and field manual. She might have a notepad beside her so she can do further research on that particular bird's migration pattern or other detailed information. Logan wasn't opposed to the project but not thrilled at first. It was a challenge for me to see how to bridge the gap with his interests and how he learns. So, I handed him my camera.  He knows, I don't hand my camera to just anyone so his time of birdwatching and recording data is special. I had to chuckle this week when he was taking a picture and he said, "Look at this picture of this chickadee thingy." This weekly activity has allowed them time to slow down, observe, record data while participating with people all over United States.



Every week or so we make a quick trip to the library. Madelyn is just as predictable as Logan when we get there. She will quickly grab a couple fiction books and then race over to the garden/nutrition/fiber section. Logan knows the exact book he is going to get before he walks into the Library. He has laser focus and will not deter from his mission. He will search the computer for the location of the book, pick up the book and  be ready to go within a couple of minutes.  This was the first time that Logan has gone to the library and was content to sit patiently while waiting for Madelyn to browse through the books. He wasn't anxious to get on to the next thing or grumbling and complaining about how long it was taking. He sat down, put his feet up and relaxed. He didn't even notice me taking this picture. It was just one of those moments that I wanted to etch into my memory so I could recall it when I need to remind him to exhibit self control in the future.  



I gave both the kids a rubric and set a date for a book report of their choice. Logan read three books in two days! This is a huge step as I recall the first part of the year he was so concerned about how much time he had to read or had left to read that he was not enjoying the actual book. I just watched him and thanked God several times for allowing me to see progress.

 A few people ask me about our Math Curriculum. This year we used Teaching Textbooks. The kids have enjoyed the program. This is the only subject they do on the computer and it is a CD program. The program keeps a log of their grades as they complete lessons/lectures. If you purchase this curriculum for Math you can use the ID number for 4 or 5 times.  We were not sure if you could buy this used but you can! Just make sure you ask how many times the ID has been used. Billy's parents purchased Madelyn's Math curriculum and we borrowed Logan's from a friend. We purchased the textbook/workbook with Madelyn's and I must tell you it is not necessary to spend the additional money for it. We haven't opened the books at all. The books duplicate the exact lecture that is displayed on the screen. There are additional "helps" but both our kids have been extremely successful with this program.

Olivia was out of school for President's Day so we took a field trip to the Whitaker Center
Hands on demonstration about air. It's always fun to watch one of your siblings being included in the demonstration! 





The Whitaker Center is a great place for hands on learning. If you have a family membership the IMAX documentary films are discounted $2 per ticket. We didn't see a film on this trip due to it being a holiday they were only showing the movie Frozen...uhhh no, thank you. We hope to go back soon to see the Jerusalem Documentary


Could anyone not smile while doing a Grammar lesson with a bunny hanging out under their legs?

There are times that chores need to be completed before, during or after the school day. It is part of being a family and builds character. 



Then some Physical Education looks like this! I should have ventured up the hill as he met up with some buddies but it was really cold.


I signed the kids up for a Science class at Messiah College's Oaks Museum


We enjoyed this activity and it was nice to see both kids participate and eager to talk one on one with  the adults to gather additional information about what they were teaching. The kids did further research the following day and wrote a report on something new they learned at the Museum. There are a few additional classes that are being offered click here for the topics/dates. 

Saturday we had another snow storm, so why did I post a picture of Saturday when we are peeking into our school day? It seems that learning is just a way of life and doesn't have to occur only between certain hours. Madelyn will go outside to play but she decided to work on her garden while it was snowing. She spent hours playing in the soil. She wasn't in any hurry to get the job done and move on to something else, she sat quietly and placed the seeds in each pod carefully and stopped to research about the plants to see what would be good companion plants. It has been a very cold winter and many people are ready for it to be over, but not everyone. Logan as you can see is one happy fella during the wintertime. He enjoys each and every snowfall and is eager to spend time at Ski Roundtop snowboarding. He has made a couple videos of his adventures so be sure to check them out here


We have some exciting things planned for the rest of this week...stay tuned!  

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Whiteout- Are you in one now?


Last week one evening I found myself driving in a "snow squall/whiteout" with two of my kids in the car only a few short miles from our home. The snow happened suddenly and it was extremely unnerving as we were on a busy road unable to pull over in a safe place. I quickly tried the high beams in order to gain some sort visibility and it only took a split second to realize it made the situation worse.  So, with a deep breath and determination I cautiously proceeded keeping my gaze in front of me as far as I was able to see which was only a few feet. I kept driving forward in an uncomfortable situation trusting there would be time to maneuver the vehicle in the case of a sudden change. I noticed headlights in the median from a few cars that had veered off the road nearly hitting one another. This gave me further assurance it was best not to stop or pull over so that we too would not become a target. We missed the first entrance to our neighborhood even though we have taken it numerous times. It was  hidden and unrecognizable so we made the next turn and made it safely to our home. We all let out a deep sigh of relief and a sense of victory with a fist bump as we pulled into the driveway. We were all relieved and thankful the storm had passed and we made it safely through. We were not eager to jump back into the truck but we knew we had learned a couple things through the experience that would help if we found ourselves in a similar situation.  As the days passed I couldn't help but think when sudden trials and circumstances hit our lives and the storm rages without warning we should keep the same gaze during the storm on Jesus.

Let your eyes look directly forward, and your gaze be straight before you. Ponder the path of your feet; then all your ways will be sure. Do not swerve to the right or to the left turn your foot away from evil. 
Proverbs 4:25-27

A friend of ours describes this passage as "aggressively holding the position." Just like in the whiteout while gripping the wheel trusting my path would be illuminated in time I held the position and proceeded forward. The same is true with personal trials when we have surrendered to Jesus and to His sanctification process in our lives. When we find ourselves in a difficult circumstance we can trust our steps will be illuminated despite the apparent darkness. It's difficult in these moments to aggressively hold the position without desiring our own control, self reliance and comfort that may lead us to veer off the path. (Colossians 3:2) Swerving to the right or to the left during a storm often places us in danger. During a trail this is a playground for the enemy to prowl with doubts, confusion and lies. This leads to a lost gaze from our goal, Jesus. 

We all do it, we all lose our gaze.  We are human bent toward sin and there would be no point in the cross if we could walk through life perfectly without being pruned and the opportunity to be in awe of grace.  Besides, if we never struggled or wrestled with sin or fell short we might be tempted to believe we are not weak, in constant need of a Savior. If you are currently in a storm, coming out of a storm or getting ready to go into one we can glance in our rear view mirror to remember the Lord's faithfulness in the past. Then we can turn our gaze directly in front of us recalling His promises and knowing God is sovereign, God is good and He loves you in the midst of the storm.  If and when you have veered off, grieve over your sin, repent and reset your gaze toward Jesus while resting in the finished work of Christ. 

My sisters and brothers, on the other side of this journey I envision giving you a fist bump (like the one we gave one another once we made it home after the whiteout). If you are reading this and haven't surrendered your heart to Jesus, I pray you will.  You too will go through storms and there is hope that you can know that nothing in your life is wasted. It all has a purpose and will produce an unexplainable joy. This can only come by surrendering your heart to our Creator. I hope if your reading this post we can give one another a victory fist bump one day when we are home in eternity. 

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28


(Picture taken a few weeks ago)
Let your eyes look directly forward, and your gaze be straight before you. Ponder the path of your  feet; then all your ways will be sure. Do not swerve to the right or to the left turn your foot away from evil. Proverbs 4:25-27


Tuesday, February 10, 2015

School Days


Madelyn and Logan are plowing through the school year and it is hard to believe that evaluations and end of the year testing is quickly approaching in April. There are many late nights of planning, grading and organizing the kids school work as well as full days explaining, guiding, training, challenging and encouraging them in their work.  I can say, some days can be down right challenging and tiresome but today has been good. I mean good.  Today we started out by watching a video (I will post at the bottom) that created an avenue for a deep conversation about sharing their faith personally and even an opportunity for me to hear about some recent challenges they have had sharing their faith with friends. The conversation has continued throughout the day during their studies and it has been a productive day. Today I have seen growth in Logan by working with integrity, managing his time wisely and working ahead because he was enjoying his assignments. Several people have asked what a typical day looks like so I snapped a few pictures over the last few days and thought I would share. 

Many, many days and nights the table is covered with agendas, calendars, projects, reports, papers to grade and books.  I took this picture late last night as I was putting dates on the calendar for book reports, research projects, daily work for the week and placing work in the portfolios. 
We have attempted several times to create another space in the house for a "school room" however all the books seem to migrate quickly to the kitchen table. We start out the mornings together with Devotion/Bible, Current Events/Civics, Creative Writing/Journaling and additional activities as they arise. 
  
Madelyn will retreat briefly to her room to work at times when Logan reads orally. It doesn't surprise me that she has her science book in this picture. I really think she has already read it from cover to cover. Can you guess what her favorite subject is?

Throughout the day in between studies or after school work is complete the kids stay busy exploring many different interests. Logan has been working and perfecting his skateboard wax. (It certainly stretches me allowing a messy kitchen in order to encourage innovation.) The wax has been a hit at the local skate park and he is working with a few buddies on a project. He was so focused he didn't even notice that I was taking this picture. 

Madelyn has already started working on planting seeds for her cold crops. She has been studying and watching several documentaries about gardening and nutrition. I just asked her what her favorite documentary is currently and she said, "GMO OMG" on Netflix and she would suggest everyone watch it : )

The kids continue to participate in the Cornell lab of Ornithology as citizen scientists. They observe our feeders, record data and enter it on the Cornell website every week. Madelyn ran out of the house hardly dressed to capture this picture of a Red Tail Hawk yesterday.  


Learning new skills and.....

How cool are these leg/boot warmers?!!


Even though Olivia goes to school, learning continues to occur throughout most evenings at home when they are not filled with activities/club meetings. We haven't had a TV in our living room for years and we have found that our kids usually hang out in the same room we are in so without the TV many creative activities occur spontaneously. 

Ohh and here is the video we watched this morning. Perhaps this might be a resource for you to use as well to encourage conversations 





Saturday, January 31, 2015

How Great....

How Great is Our God continues to ring in my ears as I think about this past Sunday. We were surrounded by a sweet church congregation and several families that came to celebrate and witness Olivia's Baptism. We are thankful for each one of you.  Olivia was extremely eager, persistent and ready to take this step of obedience. She is confident her life is sealed in Christ and was excited to share her decision to follow Christ publicly.  


It has been a very long time since I have blogged and I just recently started to journal again. Why? There had been some dark days and words escaped my deep thoughts in the valley.  I am thankful those days are hopefully in the rear view mirror and I pray that the rawness's will continue to fade into thankfulness for the opportunity of growth.

It was the first time in months that I couldn't resist but to belt out in my off tune voice How Great Is Our God with knowing, without a shadow of doubt, with confidence the Lord continues to move and His plans are still unfolding. A sense of.... hope after months of trails, heartache, uncertainty and transitions.  
God is sovereign,
God is good,
His love never ends,

How Great Is Our God

The splendor of the King, clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice
All the earth rejoice
He wraps Himself in light
And darkenss tries to hide
It trembles at His voice
Trembles at His voice
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Age to age, He stands
And time is in His hands
Breginning and the end
Beginning and the end

The Godhead Three in One 
Father, Spirit, Son
Lion and the Lamb
Lion and the Lamb

How great, how great is our God
How great is our God, sing with me
How great is our God and all will see
How great, how great is our God

Thank you for celebrating with us! 


(It takes special friends for Olivia to be her silly self that she is at home in public!)
Love!  



Thank you for celebrating with us!
(You guys are special even if Olivia changes Jose's name to keep him on his toes) 
Love!



Thank you for celebrating with us!
(I just love how she is leaning against Sandy...she has a way of doing that doesn't she?)
Love!

Thank you for celebrating with us!
(wish we would have snagged all your kiddos even though Olivia likes to karate chop Dillian's legs!)
Love! 


Thank you, for all those who watched and have participated by investing into Olivia's life. Ask her about her decison to be Baptized and her testimony of surrendering her heart to Jesus. Would you consider praying as your investment in her walk with the Lord. Besides the heavy lifting is done interceding in prayer. Please pray for her as she continues to grow and mature in her walk with the Lord. 





Monday, April 21, 2014

Stripped to the Core



A few days have passed and I am continuing to process my experience in Atlantic City.  I joined a few ladies who were reaching out to and sharing God's love with strippers. Yes, strippers. We spent the evening praying and walking into clubs that had blacked out windows and neon lights. The buildings that most of us drive by and don't allow our thoughts to entertain what could be taking place inside. I don't know how many clubs are in Atlantic City but I noticed there seemed to be one (or more) on every corner.

 As we walked into one club, the girls already had an established relationship with the general manager and owner, I couldn't help but to look into the eyes of one young girl and see that she was empty, tired, and hopeless.  She was given a bracelet that had the word Agape etched in it and she quietly slipped it on her arm and continued her work. This young lady who is valuable, who is created uniquely by our Lord is a treasure. I know she is!  I am confident that Jesus can restore and redeem. Jesus is the only one that will love perfectly when you're stripped to the core.

I pray for the young ladies and I pray for the group of ladies that are reaching out to build relationships with the girls, managers, bouncers and security guards.  I pray they will be stripped to their core. As they get to the core and the realization that sex, entertainment, relationships, money, alcohol, drugs, control and anything else will leave them empty.  Only Jesus can fill us.  The only One that can restore and redeem without shame and guilt and provide a hope for the future is the One that created you and desires a real relationship.

Think for a moment of Jesus' ministry here on earth. He chose to eat with sinners, He touched the untouchables in society, he gave to the needy, he crossed all culture barriers in order to love others. Many people He pursued and loved impacted others for eternity as they followed Jesus with a significant purpose!  Let's be radical in the way we love others, relentlessly love others regardless if you feel like it or you're uncomfortable. This kind of love and commitment isn't new it's written in scripture. Then he said to them all: "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me" Luke 9:23

Perhaps, you're not called to this specific work BUT we are called to love others regardless of color, sex, culture, lifestyle, etc.  We are called to love and love genuinely. As we love others we are reminded of when we were stripped to the core and face to face with a decision to follow Christ or follow our own desires. We all come to the cross the in the same way, sinful and in need of a perfect Savior.

Everyone is worthy of love. 

Everyone 
is
worthy
of 
love.


Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Broken BUT made new

Recently, I was dusting Logan's book shelf and I dropped one of his trophies. It shattered into several pieces all over his floor. I collected the pieces and set them in a neat pile in Billy's office. Olivia, passed through the office shortly after and glanced down to see the pile of broken trophy pieces. She stopped and stared at the pieces and asked what happened. After explaining the situation she appeared concerned but accepted that it was an accident. Tim and Teri (our friends from NC) were on their way to the house for a visit and everyone was eager for their arrival and perhaps a bit distracted as we were not thinking about the trophy any longer.

The Grays arrived and we spent time talking and catching up and at some point during their visit  Olivia whispered something to Mrs. Teri and off they went into the another room. Little did we know that Olivia had collected the pieces of the trophy and she had attempted to put it back together with an Elmer's glue stick. She had been working diligently, with good intentions attempting to put it together but without success so she asked Mr. Tim and Mrs. Teri for help. The pieces were collected, the Elmer's glue was cleaned off and another type of glue was used as Tim, Teri and Olivia sat at the dining room table putting Logan's trophy together.

I would have never chosen or wanted Logan's trophy to break BUT the opportunity for his sister to show compassion, care and love for him was worth the broken trophy pieces. Also, Tim quickly reminded me that it was an opportunity for he and Teri to bond with Olivia. Olivia was so thankful that she had help, she was tired and wasn't making much progress (perhaps making it messier) by attempting to do it all on her own. I couldn't resist thinking of all the learning lessons and illustrations that were unfolding before my eyes.

That little trophy was broken BUT it has been made new and has a new story. It was special before BUT now it holds a deeper, more significant story. When I look at that trophy now, it's not perfect BUT its a treasure. We all have a time in our life when the pieces are shattered, circumstances are difficult and we can attempt to put it back together with our own efforts (perhaps making it messier) or surrender to our Savior and allow Him to restore, redeem and transform our lives with significant purpose. Surrendering and being transformed doesn't mean a perfect life but one that allows the flaws to be used for His purpose and to point others to the redeeming power of our Savior.

.......BUT[c] God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them Ephesians 2


Olivia wrapped up Logan's trophy, a note and some chocolate that was given to her in a small box. Here is a small clip....